A Day At The Zoo Sat 5/16/09

A day at the zoo it was suppose to be a Family day being me Brad and Jackie (my lil angel) it ended up being me and my mom and Jackie and Justinna (my lil sister).. Me and Jackie went to dance in the morning and I got a call from my mom saying she wanted to go to the zoo with me and Jackie and so I knew Brad was going to be working late so I said yea why not.. We had such a good day it cost a lot of money but it was a great day we went and seen some animals then we ate lunch and then we walked around and seen more animal's and we went to the gift shops.. I got Jackie and little wolf and my mom got justinna some barnacles and me and my mom got candy.. It was a really good day and the kids had a blast

Her 1st time going on the duck boats Sat 5/16/09

She was a little drill Sargent yelling hurry mommy we have to beat Grandma and Justinna.. and of course we did beat them with no help from her lol she is so funny..

My Little Princess ..

She is my world.. I don't think I will ever find another love like her.. She makes my heart melt every time she says mommy.. She is my pride and joy.. I thank god all the time that I have her she is my angel sent from above..I remember when she was in my belly and I felt her first move It was the weirdest feeling it was like a butterfly was flying in my belly.. If she only knew how happy and complete she makes me.. I never thought I could ever love anyone the way I love her.. She is getting so big and she is growing up so fast..

I think that this pic is wicked cool

This is how I feel at times

BAD DAY

Hello well today has been a really bad day I cant stand anyone.. I really miss my father and I wish I was able to see him more.. My daughter's father (Ryan) is bringing all these bad feelings that I have kept hidden and tucked away back up about my father and I don't know how to handle it! Ryan has been being such a bad father since day one and it's always an excuse and he is really starting to up set me I don't get why he just cant be normal and help me out with the baby and pay his child support and be a good father I don't think that is hard at all he just really needs to wake up and grow up because he is missing out on my daughter and she knows who is their and is not their and when she gets older she is not going to want anything to do with him and she will prob tell him off and I will be like I told you so I really hope that he does grow up and be a man and the father that he should be I know he never will but it is always good to have hope..